So…

Was gonna make a video log instead, but.. Gots no Internet connection on PC so… This will have to do.

So… My birthday’s in 3 hours! WOHOOOO! *rollseyes. Right… Not so excited about it though. I’m not looking forward to it. Well, not that much anyway… I’ve got early greetings on facebook.. Thanks
idk, but i’m not much of a big fan of midnight greetings. Prefer morning messages times ten. *flips hair. hahaha but yeah, whatever, it’s the thoughts that counts, right?

a sad, sad birthday. happy birthday to me!

MelFy KathJoLee

it’s Monday and I’m feeling empty.

I’VE GRADUATED LAST NIGHT! Was one of the best nights of my life. :’)
I was a candle wisher, and I went up on stage during the choir with Lee, Mel, Kath, Caroline, Dijah, Andy and everybody! :’) Shook hands and hugged with the teachers after the choir. Annen, Teacher Mili started to cry, and everyone started to cry :’) Miss Veronica Chan said “it’s what you call tears of joy.” I can’t believe I hugged Teacher Anne too! Like, I thought I never would. She’s a nice person at heart. May God bless her.

Every single little stress and frustrations endured for the past week worth every second of it cz everything turned out to be awesome. :’)

And we had fireworks too!

I am now proud to say that I’ve graduated from Chung Hwa Middle School! you’ll be missed :’)

OMG what?

Exam’s down to three papers left. Mine ends on the 16th of this month. God… Can’t wait for all of this to be over. I still haven’t revise for my Commercial Studies. What HAVE I been doing for the past month? It’s like a bad habit for me, yknow.. Studying on the day before exams. Cramming thick chapters into my tiny head. It’s funny how a simple question of 3 to 6 points requires a large amount of explaination. Paper one’s tomorrow. I feel dreaded. I feel like.. Time is flying away too fast, but in fact, I’m the one who’s wasting it, instead of it slipping away from my hands.

I will study later.

So, anyways, Cindy and Mel, and, Lee and I, pulled ourselves out of the singing competition. Teachers assumed that it was because of exams, but… We just didn’t want to. Sure, we got ourselves into the top 5. but we just sang (during the audition) just for the fun of it. Though we pulled ourselves out of it, we still had to sing because apparently, somebody had to win the trophies. So, they made a schedule for us to sing on the nineteenth. ==” ah well… Sing or die. It’s a competition. I hope I won’t humiliate myself on stage. ==”

Keeping it quiet.

I don’t see the point of keeping my personal posts public. It makes me look like a sad, sad person who don’t belong anywhere. I’m still gonna make them public though, just not every post. If you wanna read any particular ones, just DM me on twitter and I’ll give you the password.

anyhoos, someone’s birthday’s coming up real soon. *coughs* not mine. but it’s…. MEL’S! I’m still scheming something ebil for her. Sorry for breaking the news, honey, but you’re still gonna get a birthday. Maths or no maths, you’re still gonna grow older by a day Nothing personal. Just brace yourself for something unexpected. –or something like that. haha

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Late supper

Today, I had my dinner at 5 (close to 6) and finished at about half an hour later cz everyone in the house went out for a swim ‘cept for me, of course. I only cooked veges and eggs with soy sauce and ate them with some rice. There’s nothing else edible for me in the fridge, so that will have do.
Mum didn’t cook dinner cz they went out for food, so… I got hungry by 9 and made myself supper. Again, I looked through the fridge and only found some eggs and french breads. So, I made scrambled eggs with 2 eggs and ate them with thin slices of bread and cold tea.
And all of this got me thinking… What if I was living with my housemates instead of my parents, out of stored food and we’re living on $10 each on the last week before pay day… and we can’t borrow any money from anyone, I’d say… Be prepared to eat the same food for your most of every meals cz you’ll have to face it. It’ll probably be the only thing you can afford during that time. You’ll never know.
I know today that I can survive having eggs for breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper. (though, i’ll get sick of it by the third day and throw up) I just have to be satisfied with whatever food we can get.

I stayed with my cousins for awhile once during exam time, and we experienced the very same situation ‘cept that I had $5 and two of my cousins had $10 and $20 left. It was a hard week cz my cousin had to buy gas for the car. We suffered for about 5 days and our food stock almost ran out. So, we lived on Indonee and Nasi Katok. All in all, it was a good experience. It taught us how to do budget planning first before you plan to splurge your money on luxuries.

I forgot what I wanted to write.

Food rant.

If you followed me on twitter, you might notice (or not) that my family and I went to the Mangrove Resort, located in Kota Batu.

The place was not something that I expected it to be like. Well, to be honest, I didn’t know what to expect. It had a beautiful view, lovely dining area, (and not to mention, SPA!) etc etc… but it lack something very important: proper service. The restaurant part tho. I know I’m not a head chef of a fancy restaurant or a food critique or anyone of that matter, but I from what I observe, even the new not-so-fancy-without-the-name-resort restaurant have good services. I’m not saying it wasn’t good, (you might hate me for saying this) but it’s not good enough.
Why?

1. When we arrived there, the person who were suppose to do his job to greet anyone who came over to that place didn’t do his job. Instead, he chatted with his friend.

2. When we arrived to the restaurant part of the place, the were no one guiding us to our seats.

3. The waiteress didn’t know what’s the food content. Eg. what type of fish are they serving, etc etc…

4. It was rained in the middle of our dinner, and no one helped us put down the blinds.

5. My banana shake only arrived when we already left the table and had to wait for quite a bit.

Besides that, everything was fine oh, and we were served by (possibly) trained waiters at the end of it. And their food had too much oyster sauce.

I’d rate the food 6 out of ten. I’m sorry, but I’ve been to a better place than this one.

Relapse

What am I doing?!

I’m up in the middle of the night with this weird feeling in my stomach, telling me to get up and puke. I got up. I didn’t puke. Now, I can’t sleep. So, I read blogs instead to pass the time. Everything was fine till I started reading Tim’s blog. She quoted stuffs, I read them and the wave crashed down on me. Why? Don’t ask. I don’t know.
and then, Joel gave me an online hug. I don’t fancy virtual hugs so much cz you can’t feel the joy it brings, and not to mention the warm feelings you get inside. Times like these, any given hugs shouldn’t be brief, cz it’s meant to be like a stress relief, right? Yeah, you get me. Plus, hugs are nice. They shouldn’t last a second.

I’m just talking about why I relapsed again tonight. and now that I’m finished, taa~

A Thousand Miles

It’s always times like these when I think of you
and I wonder if you ever think of me.
’cause everything’s so wrong
and I don’t belong living in your precious memories.
-A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton

I learnt the intro of it from Mel

I wonder did you ever thought of me the way I did? I couldn’t read your thoughts and you’re not someone who’s easy for me to decipher either. So, why won’t you just tell me?